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2020 promises to be a lovely year full of loving and truthful Motherheart events, which you can find here.

The world sometimes feels as a strange, lonely may

The world sometimes feels as a strange, lonely maybe even alienated place right? And especially with everything that is currently happening. I hear (and feel) everywhere around me that it’s time for a change. A change to a world where we can live in harmony with ourselves, each-other and the earth. Connected with all and from a place of love. And although this sounds super dreamy and feels intangible, we can start moving to that beautiful place by simply starting to take ownership!

I feel ready to bring more attention again towards conscious conception. It’s such a delicate and important phase of human life (our blueprint starts here!). And by giving ourselves the permission to consciously make space for our future baby, cleanse toxins, energy, thoughts, believes that don’t serve you and by bringing love and care to create this stable, loving, fertile ground, you already take that first step. Doing this for yourself is crucial and needed for you and your future family. (If you hear the call come join our Conscious Conception Program!) and doing this together is even more powerful!! 2 beautiful souls feeling ready to really align their intention, wish & soul so they can consciously invite their baby into the womb and into their lives.

Can you imagine how beneficial this is for you together, your bonding and therefore a loving fertile foundation for your little one. It really enhances so much.

My wish for everyone who wants to get pregnant, “have” a child or feels ready, is to at least bring love and attention together to it ✨ It’s powerful from the core. You are the core. And how welcome and loving would your little one feels when it’s invited this consciously by both of you together? Therefore, as promised, in a few weeks we will start with a weekend especially for couples together! Connected Conscious Conception for Couples! I’m over the moon to finally hold space for this beautiful event to happen✨ April 23rd, 24th & 25th! Are you ready?

P.s. If you know who the amazing artist of this illustration is please let me know ❤️

Sweet pregnant mama’s! Our Motherheart Circle gu

Sweet pregnant mama’s! Our Motherheart Circle guided by @debrakilbyhealing ‘Connecting with your baby in womb’ was sold out in 1 day✨ What a blessing for both baby’s & mama’s to set this intention and to dive into connecting more together✨

We have decided to host one more Motherheart Circle: ‘Connecting with your baby in womb’ on March 25th.
Do you wonder how your baby is experiencing their time in the womb, how they are doing and what they need and wish to share with you? Or are you looking for ways to connect more together? Come join Debra this evening. With her magic work and the magic of new life in womb and all those magical mama’s this can only be MAGICAL 🤩 Big hugs for all of you❤️❤️❤️ (link in bio)

Hello gorgeous women, mama’s ✨ It’s been a w

Hello gorgeous women, mama’s ✨ It’s been a while and for the past months my attention and energy went into different and more basic places of the foundation we’re living. If you have been following my personal account you might have seen that we decided to homeschool/unschool our oldest daughter. We’re taking some time to find our way into it 😍 We are also very busy with building a community village and finding communal land, designing landscapes and basically bringing loving energy to all of that ❤️

As we are slowly finding our way into all these new changes, I also slowly find some time and space to dive into Motherheart.

When initially starting Motherheart I simply wanted to bring women and mothers together, something I still love and long for but as the world currently operates that became a bit more of a challenge. We’re still finding ways to do this, so if you are interested, stay tuned! I have some wonderful ideas❤️

As you probably have noticed an underlying wish and longing came to the surface with Conscious Conception. Something I really feel needs to be part of life and of the journey towards motherhood. I have many beautiful and powerful ideas around conscious conception but allowing divine timing to bring them to earth 💫

For now I can share that we had 2 wonderful intimate circles on Conscious Conception with @debrakilbyhealing in the past 2 months and we will continue with some more in depth circles around it and something for and with partners too🥰 If you are currently expecting and have a beautiful baby in your belly! We have some good news though. On March 11th Debra will host another Motherheart Circle; Connecting with your baby in womb. An intimate evening with a very small group of pregnant women to learn how to connect with your baby in womb and receive the messages your baby wants you to know. As always, link in bio ❤️ Looking forward to see what the future will bring us. All in divine timing 🤩😅❤️

We’re not always blooming. Sometimes we’re wat

We’re not always blooming. Sometimes we’re watering, feeding, healing, growing, processing, receiving, nourishing. Some days we need the dark to do so and other days we need the sunlight. With everything in life, whether you’re running a business or trying to get pregnant, it all has it’s phases. Moments where everything is aligned so we can abundantly receive, abundantly give, abundantly allow the process to unfold naturally. The only thing we “need” to do is learn to #listen

(Part 3/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ Giving birth c

(Part 3/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ Giving birth can be messy, powerful, raw, fun, hard work, intens and soft. It can be all of that and more. Giving birth is a bodily experience and it’s our mind and conditioning that mostly gets in the way. Your mind decides how easy or heavy you experience giving birth. Like with everything in life 😉 (Prenatal) yoga is therefore so much more than only physical preparation;) Ohhh how I miss teaching yoga these days 😅🤩

Hereby a few more details shortly about the birth;

- my birth team existed of my amazing husband Dennis, our fantastic midwife @daniela_vivevroedvrouw and our sweet maternity nurse/postpartum doula Esther (who attended my first birth too!)
- Dennis was my doula too and I can’t think of anyone else better than him to hold space for me
- I always dreamed about him going into the bath with me and me leaning into him while catching those contractions but during both my births I just needed him as my space holder and I didn’t want to be touched during the contractions and needed that space to hold space for the contractions myself.
- I did want to be touched and massaged in between my contractions a lot though!
- The active birth was about 4 hours.
- My placenta was born super easy with the help of gravity and the bar stool.
- We had a half Lotus birth where the placenta was attached for 2/3 more hours after Gita was born. After that I asked the sweet @gentlebeginningsamsterdam to encapsulate our placenta again ❤️
- We decided a few weeks before her birth to burn the placenta cord for softer transition and separation (with the help of my amazing birth team (as you can see on photo 2. We improvised with some card box and foil as this apparently asks for more preparation than I initially imagined 😅)

I will soon share more on my postpartum and our preparation ✨ Thank you for reading, listening and seeing ❤️

(part 2/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ A few hours in

(part 2/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ A few hours in bath and while the pauses between contractions were almost gone I realised I’m at my peak and probably preparing for the next phase: the pushing phase. Something I didn’t know during the first time I gave birth. While I was at the peak and the contractions where still happening the energy slowly started to calm and slow down, I knew this was transition to pushing. Like in life we need to process and transition, always, with everything we do. Processing and creating space for the next.

After some time I felt I was stuck in bath and needed to step out. The moment I stepped out of bath the pushing waves came over me and I felt my body naturally doing the job. The part that was “hard work” was my mind. Truly allowing my baby to go and give my baby the space in this journey of travelling earth side. So I did (with some encouraging words of @daniela_vivevroedvrouw our midwife). 15 minutes later at 1.30 am our Gita was born in her fathers hands while standing at the altar with a photo of Sura close to me. I really wanted to have her there too and apparently she was! (That night at the time I started to push, Sura woke up and seeked comfort in her grandmas arms since she couldn’t fall back to sleep again for about 30 min).

This birth felt raw and sensual at the same time and showed me an innate power I’ve never seen before.

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The world sometimes feels as a strange, lonely may

The world sometimes feels as a strange, lonely maybe even alienated place right? And especially with everything that is currently happening. I hear (and feel) everywhere around me that it’s time for a change. A change to a world where we can live in harmony with ourselves, each-other and the earth. Connected with all and from a place of love. And although this sounds super dreamy and feels intangible, we can start moving to that beautiful place by simply starting to take ownership!

I feel ready to bring more attention again towards conscious conception. It’s such a delicate and important phase of human life (our blueprint starts here!). And by giving ourselves the permission to consciously make space for our future baby, cleanse toxins, energy, thoughts, believes that don’t serve you and by bringing love and care to create this stable, loving, fertile ground, you already take that first step. Doing this for yourself is crucial and needed for you and your future family. (If you hear the call come join our Conscious Conception Program!) and doing this together is even more powerful!! 2 beautiful souls feeling ready to really align their intention, wish & soul so they can consciously invite their baby into the womb and into their lives.

Can you imagine how beneficial this is for you together, your bonding and therefore a loving fertile foundation for your little one. It really enhances so much.

My wish for everyone who wants to get pregnant, “have” a child or feels ready, is to at least bring love and attention together to it ✨ It’s powerful from the core. You are the core. And how welcome and loving would your little one feels when it’s invited this consciously by both of you together? Therefore, as promised, in a few weeks we will start with a weekend especially for couples together! Connected Conscious Conception for Couples! I’m over the moon to finally hold space for this beautiful event to happen✨ April 23rd, 24th & 25th! Are you ready?

P.s. If you know who the amazing artist of this illustration is please let me know ❤️

Sweet pregnant mama’s! Our Motherheart Circle gu

Sweet pregnant mama’s! Our Motherheart Circle guided by @debrakilbyhealing ‘Connecting with your baby in womb’ was sold out in 1 day✨ What a blessing for both baby’s & mama’s to set this intention and to dive into connecting more together✨

We have decided to host one more Motherheart Circle: ‘Connecting with your baby in womb’ on March 25th.
Do you wonder how your baby is experiencing their time in the womb, how they are doing and what they need and wish to share with you? Or are you looking for ways to connect more together? Come join Debra this evening. With her magic work and the magic of new life in womb and all those magical mama’s this can only be MAGICAL 🤩 Big hugs for all of you❤️❤️❤️ (link in bio)

Hello gorgeous women, mama’s ✨ It’s been a w

Hello gorgeous women, mama’s ✨ It’s been a while and for the past months my attention and energy went into different and more basic places of the foundation we’re living. If you have been following my personal account you might have seen that we decided to homeschool/unschool our oldest daughter. We’re taking some time to find our way into it 😍 We are also very busy with building a community village and finding communal land, designing landscapes and basically bringing loving energy to all of that ❤️

As we are slowly finding our way into all these new changes, I also slowly find some time and space to dive into Motherheart.

When initially starting Motherheart I simply wanted to bring women and mothers together, something I still love and long for but as the world currently operates that became a bit more of a challenge. We’re still finding ways to do this, so if you are interested, stay tuned! I have some wonderful ideas❤️

As you probably have noticed an underlying wish and longing came to the surface with Conscious Conception. Something I really feel needs to be part of life and of the journey towards motherhood. I have many beautiful and powerful ideas around conscious conception but allowing divine timing to bring them to earth 💫

For now I can share that we had 2 wonderful intimate circles on Conscious Conception with @debrakilbyhealing in the past 2 months and we will continue with some more in depth circles around it and something for and with partners too🥰 If you are currently expecting and have a beautiful baby in your belly! We have some good news though. On March 11th Debra will host another Motherheart Circle; Connecting with your baby in womb. An intimate evening with a very small group of pregnant women to learn how to connect with your baby in womb and receive the messages your baby wants you to know. As always, link in bio ❤️ Looking forward to see what the future will bring us. All in divine timing 🤩😅❤️

We’re not always blooming. Sometimes we’re wat

We’re not always blooming. Sometimes we’re watering, feeding, healing, growing, processing, receiving, nourishing. Some days we need the dark to do so and other days we need the sunlight. With everything in life, whether you’re running a business or trying to get pregnant, it all has it’s phases. Moments where everything is aligned so we can abundantly receive, abundantly give, abundantly allow the process to unfold naturally. The only thing we “need” to do is learn to #listen

(Part 3/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ Giving birth c

(Part 3/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ Giving birth can be messy, powerful, raw, fun, hard work, intens and soft. It can be all of that and more. Giving birth is a bodily experience and it’s our mind and conditioning that mostly gets in the way. Your mind decides how easy or heavy you experience giving birth. Like with everything in life 😉 (Prenatal) yoga is therefore so much more than only physical preparation;) Ohhh how I miss teaching yoga these days 😅🤩

Hereby a few more details shortly about the birth;

- my birth team existed of my amazing husband Dennis, our fantastic midwife @daniela_vivevroedvrouw and our sweet maternity nurse/postpartum doula Esther (who attended my first birth too!)
- Dennis was my doula too and I can’t think of anyone else better than him to hold space for me
- I always dreamed about him going into the bath with me and me leaning into him while catching those contractions but during both my births I just needed him as my space holder and I didn’t want to be touched during the contractions and needed that space to hold space for the contractions myself.
- I did want to be touched and massaged in between my contractions a lot though!
- The active birth was about 4 hours.
- My placenta was born super easy with the help of gravity and the bar stool.
- We had a half Lotus birth where the placenta was attached for 2/3 more hours after Gita was born. After that I asked the sweet @gentlebeginningsamsterdam to encapsulate our placenta again ❤️
- We decided a few weeks before her birth to burn the placenta cord for softer transition and separation (with the help of my amazing birth team (as you can see on photo 2. We improvised with some card box and foil as this apparently asks for more preparation than I initially imagined 😅)

I will soon share more on my postpartum and our preparation ✨ Thank you for reading, listening and seeing ❤️

(part 2/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ A few hours in

(part 2/3) ~ Giving birth to Gita ~ A few hours in bath and while the pauses between contractions were almost gone I realised I’m at my peak and probably preparing for the next phase: the pushing phase. Something I didn’t know during the first time I gave birth. While I was at the peak and the contractions where still happening the energy slowly started to calm and slow down, I knew this was transition to pushing. Like in life we need to process and transition, always, with everything we do. Processing and creating space for the next.

After some time I felt I was stuck in bath and needed to step out. The moment I stepped out of bath the pushing waves came over me and I felt my body naturally doing the job. The part that was “hard work” was my mind. Truly allowing my baby to go and give my baby the space in this journey of travelling earth side. So I did (with some encouraging words of @daniela_vivevroedvrouw our midwife). 15 minutes later at 1.30 am our Gita was born in her fathers hands while standing at the altar with a photo of Sura close to me. I really wanted to have her there too and apparently she was! (That night at the time I started to push, Sura woke up and seeked comfort in her grandmas arms since she couldn’t fall back to sleep again for about 30 min).

This birth felt raw and sensual at the same time and showed me an innate power I’ve never seen before.